usually, sex and the city makes me find my light-hearted laughters again on a very cold day like this.
today's episode though, is a little heavier than the rest. but its is there where i found my answers.
maybe carrie's right when she asked "is it dangerous to open your heart?"
what if my hurt failed to attract a siren-call, who's gona be my superman tnite?
they say a heart is deliberately constructed to work like valves, they open and close periodically.
i guess the solution is: to grasp the right moment when he opens his heart again
i know now that its really a matter of timing and timing and luck. we'll just have to wait for the time when both hearts decide to take a leap.
right now, though, is not that moment.
p.s. sometimes tears are just a tangible emotion that summarizes up the rest. so when we cry, please spare us the whys. and when we don't, don't question our smile.