Have i told you lately

when one is growing up,

the soul takes up more space than the body needs

it hangs on to every praise, every love, every smile and twinkle in the eye

to circumvent the negativities of daily comings

today i felt like a baby blue who needs to throw her tantrum

who will be understanding enough not to judge?

in the battle field of emotions

you either hurt or be hurt

i wish he was here to teach me how

hes my green light

someone i wish to run to and never turn around

i wish not to be blinded by the sun

but be bathed in the warmth of moonlight

the only one that guides me home

oh and did i tell you

home might not be back

i am in search of mine in the far away land of love


...I know this is love

Sometimes seeing him smile

Melts my worries. His baby angelic smile is always hidden behind his ego

With me, he is the 9 year old boy he always wish to remember

He said pauline looked like peter pan today

I hope she can bring us back to the days when we never have to grow up

He told me a lot of things, taught me a lot of ways of thinking

He said life is hard, but our job is to make it easier for ourselves

He said its all about figuring out how it works

The mechanism of life, that is the key to happiness

Being content is a side effect of understanding

Be it love, life or lament

He told me things I wanted to hear and those I don't

He drew me a painting, taught me to be strong

He told me to follow my dreams, not in a airy lighthearted way

But concretely, to fly away with him, to be near him, to build our little community of heaven together

He told me to write a letter of appreciation to my mother

Never to forget to tell her how amazing a mother she is

He told me to have to visit my parents in Hong Kong at least once every year

He said other than your family, you are alone in this world

 How much value are words worth?

But when I look into his eyes

I know its love.